shesaddicted

euphoria.i. Emphasis on The Joy of Living.I want to fill my life with more happier moments, I know the ache, the guilt & the depression all too well.I'm not a sad person. Depression doesnt last long with me. I'll cry for days straight till my eyes are too swollen to open & see daylight, but then I see/hear/eat something that makes me happy.The love of my life leaves every week for baseball tournaments, and returns the next. I usually only get two days to be with him. This makes me very sad. Often, when I'm not with him, I go into my freezer and eat icecream till I feel like vomiting. If I don't have icecream in the freezer, I patiently wait for 1:30 to come along so I can buy some from the icecream man. My mom likes the flavours like, "Rocky Road" or "Mint Chocolatey Chip" I'm more of a "Chocolate" , "Vanilla", & "Strawberry" plain kind of girl. So anyways, the crazy flavours kind of make me sick afterwards but the point is I feel happy. We should find things to make us happy. hamsters & puppies,ice cream,soaking in the tub, layout underneath the sun and make shapes out of the clouds,wishing on stars,playing in the seafoam.